Doux Rêves(Sweet Dreams♥)

2010-02-06T02:12:00.001-08:00

Dream of a little boy and I was his mother.

2009-12-04T05:52:00.000-08:00

I don't know what it is, but I had a dream last night and I think it was astral travel because it felt so real. For some reason, I was at a house. It was one of those grand houses from around the 1700 and 1800s but it wasn't that year. the people just had the house because they were rich and well off(in a way.) Thner was an ongoing situation and they had to move away but the woman(the guys wife) didn't want to let go of the house for whatever reason and there was this crazy woman trying to take over it. She was just roaming about the house doing all sorts of weird things like lying on the couches knowing it would upset the mans wife and I found it to be sick because she was acting very disgusting and weird. Almost like she wasn't herself or maybe that was the type of person she was, a bad one.

Out of the blue, there was a boy that appeared. He was about 5 or 6 years old and he got right in the way on the stairs. The woman and the other woman started fighting and the boy was right there in the way and I ran over to get him out of the way and I told him to come on sweetie, we'll go somewhere else and I took him outside. Outside,it was very strange. It was foggy like and time was different. That's what made me know it was astral travel. I told him that if someone ever got to fighting like that to get out of the way and he said okay. He was very sweet but I was shy around him for some reason because I didn't know what he'd think of me.We were walking across the street and I told him to give me his hand and I held his hand and we walked. We got to talking about other things and we started laughing and I felt like he wanted to say I love you,but he was afraid. We walked down the streets and we passed a gas station. ( I have been at this actual gas station lots of times in my dreams before.)Some guys were trying to hit on me or whatever but we kept on walking and he led the way because I didn't know my way around this place. In my head I was thinking,"Why are his parents white and he's latino?"I asked him what did I say to do if someone were to ever get to fighting and he said "You said to get outta the way"! and I said and why did I say that? "Because you don't want me to get hit "! and he smiled.

He was very mature for a 5 year old. As he was leading the way(and I was holding his hand) I noticed something. He looked just like my best friend who I love and who loves me a lot, Erik and he reminded me of a kid that I used to go to summer camp with,he was my friends little brother.He reminded me of how he used to be when we were little because of the way he acted.I looked at his hair and his hair was black but it had red streaks in it...and I got to thinking,wait a minute! Whos child is this!? He looked like Erik but he had red streaks and my great grandmother on my mom's side had red streaks in her hair and I have them to..when i was about to ask who's child he was, I woke up..almost instantly it was like I was thrown back into some plane that was blank(all white?) and then I woke up..I loved this child and I have a feeling we're going to meet again someday. He was real and there's not doubt about that.

Wreckless Suicide dream.

2009-11-22T02:26:00.001-08:00

Had some strange dream. Can't really remember a lot but i remember the last portions of it. One part, we were on a bus and we were driving and I remember guys were looking at me or something from the cars..?(We had a band trip yesterday,a parade, we rode a bus but I don't know why I dreamt of shit because I wasn't thinking about it ) I was being very very wreckless and I was doing almost any and everything. I was in a parking lot with some people and I was in a car about to leave or something? There was a school bus with kids on it and I was on it to. Isaw Jose there from school and the bus driver was one of those guys from school. H ewas all like when Is aid get your ass off the bus, get your ass of the bus and so he sent the kid off of the bus to another one. He did that because there was a spirit on that bus that was racist and I could feel it and so I got off the buses completely and walked.Some other chick that I was watching before I got off, seemed really really strange. I KNEW she was a demon and I didn't even have to say anything by mouth, I just thought it and i think it heard me and it got off of the bus and it turned into something else completely different and floated off.

I walked into this weird place. It had lots of trees(but not really scary at all) like almost all of my dreams have and I saw people running from all the way by the big trees all the way by the bottom of the hill like thing. They were talking and I saw two people way at the bottom of the hill like thing and one of them was dead and they were saying"The only reason she killed herself was because she didn't want to die painfully by the hands of you!" and then I walked to another dream place. I didn't really like it ,it was an arena and there were people. It was like a video game in a way,the options were "bad voodoo" "good voodoo" and stuff and I was like..I really don't want ot be here right now. THe arena was like a castle in a way. I didn't want to be there because I don't beileve in that and I walked and jumped out of a window because I wanted to commit "suicide". I jumped and I had a body before, but after I jumped and hit the ground, I was like "What have I done?" because my consciousness was still there, it just literally like jumped out of my body. There was a mean queen there and she screamt out the window "WELL NOW YOU KNOW!" and then I floated away until I woke up..strange..BUt the voodoo thing, I read something about someone n the music industry that some people claimed did voodoo and she doesn't..maybe that's why I had that portion of the dream.

Sickness and Plauge?

2009-08-29T21:05:00.001-07:00

Dream was had: Morning of August 29,2009

I had a dream of my sweetie Erik and we were in this white room and he was sick looking and pale and he was coughing and stuff and he was dying I think and I couldn't do anything about it..:( the emotions that that dream stirred up literally have me mortified and scared but I don't think i twill happen. I just hate the way that the dream took place,all of it my soul cry.. He had rashes on his body? and his eyes were big,and he was pale..that's all I remember..

Dream of Scary Woods,& Cannibalism(Demon Dream?)

2009-08-20T09:57:00.000-07:00

Last night I had a bad dream.. i'm not really sure wtf it was though. It was literally like I was in another universe or something. But in this dream,unlike others, I was able to actually do things I wanted to do O.o! I had a relationship with someone won't say who or what gender but yah O_O.I have never seen taht person in my LIFE =/..but I knew them there. The theme of the dream was really really scary and I am really convinced that that was NOT a dream.

We were in some woods doing something, I was with people that I didn't know ,but that I knew still and it was dark outside. I think we were at a party and I don't go to parties. Now that I think f it, all of the dreams I have had were with similar things like this..

they were the same place so just made dreams are our exit to another life.. the woods I have seen in about 4 other dreams that I can recall. I don't even go to parties and I hate them.. I had left something in the woods in front of somewhere and it was so dark so I went back and got people to come with me to go back and get it (I forgot what it was, a purse I think.) and we were going back into it and I don't remember after that..

There was another dream..some thing was like saying something like human meat and I just saw pictures of dead humans flashing before my eyes.. and it literally made me wake up in a fright.l.l it was some more things that I do not remember because it was so scary..but I know that it was scary..and it was like, you ate human meat O.o?..iunno..I hate a pork chop before bed,actually two, but I know that it wasn't human meant =/ maybe it's the demon in our house trying to eff with me..

Symbols and their meanings

Woods:

To dream of wood, suggests that you are emotionless and feeling dead inside. Your behavior is too automated; you're just going along with the flow. Or you may be acting out without fully thinking things through. Alternatively, the dream may be a pun on "getting wood" or sexual arousal.

To dream that you are carving or shaping a piece of wood, indicates a power-giving act or creative gesture. You are molding or shaping the course of your own life. Alternatively, the wood may also symbolize spirituality and vital energy.

For me,the meaning of the woods in my dream stand for the last part. I am molding and shaping the course of my own life now,I am in an power giving and creative gesture as well.Also, the vital and spirituality and vital energy part is true to..I love woods so much..that place in my dream is a place that I would love to be in real life, but it's not really real,or is it? Not sure because I think it is cause i've seen the exact same woods too many times before for them to be fake.

Woods
To see the woods in your dream, represents life, fertility, rejuvenation, and spring. Alternatively, it symbolizes the unknown and unconscious. You may be discovering your instinctual nature.

To dream that you are walking through the woods, signifies your return to an aspect of yourself that is innocent and spiritual. If you are walking out of the woods, then the dream could be a literal depiction of being "out of the woods" or being in the clear.

To dream that you are lost in the woods, indicates that you are starting a new phase in your life. You are expressing some anxiety about leaving behind the familiar and what you know.

To see dried up, dying woods in your dream, suggests that there is a situation in your life that has not yet been resolved. You may also be overwhelmed with a problem or issue.

Meaning of :
To dream that you are a lesbian (but you are not in your waking life), signifies a union with aspects of yourself. It is symbolic of self-love, self-acceptance, and passion. You are comfortable with your sexuality and femininity.

This is true for me to because I abs. dislike them in real life and I hate women regardless with a passion XD! ( Hell I hate people XD XD XD!) and I am really comfortable with my feminie ways, I love pampering myself and being all pwetty ^-^!

To see cannibalism in your dream, symbolizes a destructive and forbidden desire or obsession. In a literal sense, cannibals consume people's lives, along with their energy. This dream may then denote an aspect of your life (career, relationship, children...) which is consistently draining your enthusiasm and vitality.

To dream that you are a victim of cannibalism, signifies that you feel that you are being "eating alive" by work, a relationship. or a situation in your waking life.

I think I had this symbol because I was eatting meat the other day and I was wondering was it human meat cause it tasted and smelled so funny..but who knows, I don't destruct anything and nothing is stressing me out right now except school. I have forbidden obsessions though.. my gothic like ways.. and I am scared to like them because I don't want to slip "too" far into the dark..

Dream of bass guitar player and dad along with grandmother

2009-07-27T03:34:00.000-07:00

DATE:Monday July 27,2009

Im writing it now before I go back to sleep and forget. The time is now 5:37 AM

I had a dream that me and my dad were visiting places and we visited this store..I beileve of a bass guitar player..that could have been dead..not sure..and he and my dad wre playing and stuff.. and then I went to go get some food or what not..

Then I had a dream that I was at school or something like that..not sure.I forgot most of the dream..and then in the end of the dream..I heard my grandma say that she awalys taught her kids right..

Then I was driving in a beautiful little town..like a variant of my time except that ther e was a big statue sitting in the middle of a place i'd never been. I also remmeber my dad and I driving down a astreet and I said that I had never seen that street before..it was a lot like the real me..but it was like I could never change anything I said..well I was saying it but you get what I mean..

So just because I heard my granmdmothers voice,that mean it will rain in 24 hours. Everytime I dream of a dead person it does rain so that holds true.

My Past life..

2009-07-26T20:44:00.000-07:00

''Thought for today: The things that we wish to forget are the things we ultimately remember the most because we try so hard to forget them that we fool ourselves into remembering them once more.. ''

So I was talking to my boyfriend of 2 years and he had to go do something and I got to thinking about this place, this place that I have always had a picture of in my mind but never wished to acknowledge it any further than what I saw. As he was gone, I decided to take it a step further because I figure, what could it hurt I mean it isn't real or anything. I remember this so very vividly,it was a castle, and I remember seeing some stairs,the stairs were T shaped like and there was a picture up above the middle portion of it,to the right of the room there was a window and other things that I can't remember and up the stairs there were lots of rooms and such and at the very top of it,there was a room that I called my own,where I got away from someone(not sure who.),it had a piano in it and it was so beautiful because it overlooked a ocean with rocks. I remember being in a room with a man,and he was ontop of me having sex with me and I didn't want him to be there or for him to hurt me like that,but he did it a lot anyway.

He was ontop of me and then all of a sudden he turned on me and then he started trying to kill me..I found myself running out of the room and down the stairs and he was chasing me..and I was so scared..the feelings that I felt..and the sorrow..it was dark and ti was night time and he was right behind me and then he pushed me and I fell down the stairs and it hurted so bad..after that he picked me up..and it was thundering outside, and he took me outside,it was so eerie that night, I knew it would be my last..and he placed me in a hole behind the castle and buried me with dirt and that's all I can recall..I also remember other things before that such as me in a garden and riding a horse..and how I had gotten there in the first place..my mom and dad made me marry him because we were poor,but i didn't care,all I wanted to do was be happy and money didnt' matter..

They made me marry him just so I could have a better life..but that never happened.. he made my life hell..he raped me whenever he got the chance to,and toher things to hurt me,but he would always tell me that he loved me or taht I was so special to him and that I was so beautiful and brilliant and I made his day light up..if that was true why did he hurt me that way..I wasn't sure why he did what he did,but I know I never had feelings for that man and I hated him with my all,but even though I did, I never made it clear or known that I did because I knew I made him happy..evne though I wasn't happy sometimes with the way things were going, I was always happy on the inside..

I told my boyfriend about it and he told me that was a past life regression I had had..it makes sense because that explains why I am the way I am now..why I dont' like to be a lone,but then again I do,why I love playing the piano and other instruemtns and why I havethe ability to be able to play them without knowing,it explains why I am so kind hearted,it explains why I feel a lone even though i'm not..it explains why i'd rather have love over money anyday..me and my boyfriend haven't always had it easy and he was similiar to the man before..

only I really really love my boyfriend with all my heart,spirit,mind,body,my everything,my all,and my life..and when he used to do stuff to me,it would just kill me inside..it would make me feel like the man before,like I was nothing,no one or like I didn't matter to anyone or anything..but only,when my boyfriend did that to me,it hurt me more than anything..the guy before I didn't care so much about, I just wanted to make him happy because he was so bitter and sour..my boyfriend said that I keep coming back to earth because I want to find true love..and that's true..that's all I ever really wanted and I know that now..I just want to love a man and he love me for me and we have a child together,if I do that, I will be able to die happy with no regrets..and he says i'm that one for him and I feel the same way..

I love him so much that I literally can't put into words how I feel,I just feel this strong strong strong force from within me when I think of him and it's so caring and kind but it can never be touched by anyone or anything,not even me and it's my own emotion..that's how strong it is..me remembering that has made me realize why I love old fashioned things,why I am old fashioned,why I love castles,why I am caring and kind and always can look on the bright side of things even if they suck so badly..it has made me realize why I am here on this Earth now and I thank God for making me be able to see that..

Dream Of Mass chaos/Time Travel

2009-07-26T12:57:00.000-07:00

Dream Date:Friday July 24,2009

Dream date:Friday June 24,2009

(I copied this from my blog on an indigo children's site)

The Friday I was here with my mother and my dad was at work and I decided to take a nap. I had a weird dream that I was just appearing in all sorts of different places around the world. I don't remember where they were though because it seemed like there was no time in my dream,and it felt like that was an eternity ago. The last part is what I do remember because it happened twice. I appeared in a bathroom and I was looking in the mirror,the door was slightly open and I was afraid of ''what'' might be there because I was afraid there might be demons or something else bad there. I waited until someone passed infront of the mirror and when I saw it was a woman,I ran out after her and into a big beautiful room like a palace and they were having a party. I asked the women how I got there,one of them said I was time traveling..and I was like what?They were kind to me though and I asked had I always been there and the lady that I followed out said no.

I asked why did this happen twice and she said nothing. She told me to go as fast as I could and I went out the big door and there was an Indian man there and he waved goodbye to me as I left. I looked up at the sun and it was so beautiful.THere were also trees sort of like a jungle there but they weren't trees like you find in the jungle,just trees ive never seen before.

My mom was calling my name and I woke up and went to go see what she wanted and she was fast asleep..I went back to sleep and I had another dream of 2012 or 2013. I was about 18 or 19 and there was some kind of disease going around,I beileve it was created but I am not sure what it was. All I know is that people were sad because everyone was just dying and we were in hiding in a school building,my old elementary school building..I dream of my elementary school in the future a lot,and it looks the same way each time now that I think of it. I have dreamt of my old elementary school in the future about 30 times. I hope what I dreamt doesn't really happen because maybe that's what people say about 2012. I feel like something is going to happen big in the end,and I have always felt this way since I was small. My soul is just not at peace in my body and I don't think it will be until whatever happens happens.Other times I have dreams and they actually happen. I dreamt of a tornado in my city and we never have them,I was outside and it was so eerie and no one was outside,and it was dark and then I woke up and about 8 hours later, a bad tornado just popped up out of the blue,and the sky looked the exact same as in my dream. The day before Michael Jackson died, I had a dream that the world was in mourning for something and everyone was sad..I have had dreams like this for a long time now but I never really drew up the possibility that I could be psychic.

Other times I can look at a picture of a place or of a spirit(ghost)and I can actually feel the places feelings(weird I know)and that I have a deep deep connection with that place even if I have never ever been there before in my life. I was watching something about Zombie Road in Miss.and I could feel the chilidrens pain and it made me feel angry,and cry. Another time I was watching a story about an exorcism..and during the time I was watching it. I got really dizzy,I got hot and angry and I fell asleep. People have said I am empathetic and I beileve I am as well now that I know what it actually means.